About Me

Well, I'm only a person, kinda a simple person yet complicated mind. I’m a bit freak and over-imagine person. I’m noisy. And the other times I become a quite person (with even no single word come from me). I’m not a daffodil girl. Seriously, I even absolutely loathe pink so much from the deepest of my heart.

I can be a loner, insane, even evil, meanie, jealously, badass, over-sensitive, etc. And enjoy it. Whatever people think, I still keep it in my mind. And next time I will make sure that person will regret it.

Once, someone was says that I’m cynical and that’s what make me oftenly break up with someone. Though, in fact it’s because I just thinked that kind of relationship is only a game. I don’t even ever say a sarcastic words to someone I love (well, maybe I ever do that but only when he’s trying to cheat; anyway he didn’t even know the words is for him). I was just trying to use sarcastic words to implicitly mock a person. Not everytime.  Well, if that person say so, lemme just be a cynical in front of him so that person could satisfied.

Actually, ussualy I broke up because he loves another girl (but I don’t really care; because my first boyfriend is also my best friend so I don’t really think about it). Or because I found a better person who will care me more than only care about an online game!!!

The last time I broke up (but I still don’t know whether I still love him or no; but I always think of him ==’) is because some bitches. He’s my classmates and some of my girlmates is ever in love with him (he’s popular anyway). And because he’s a lill’ kind of jerky that likes to gather around people (especially girls). There’re some kinda misscommunication between us that caused us broke up. And half of it happen because of 2 of my girlmates that’s almost just like a bitch (especially 1 girl).

Our relationship is getting worse after we broke up cause he with ease do a romantic scene with the bitches in front of me to annoys me. Well, it works a bit… Then it getting worse cause I yelled at him cause he mocked my E.S., me, my bestfriend and so on. But… when I was just moving out from the Jr. HS, he’s suddenly changes his behaves and looking for me, longing for me, and so on. I really don’t understand what is he thinking about…

Well, enough with that…

Oh yeah, I’m an author in FFN and FPC. They’re The Crazy Teams (it’s made by me and my partner in 10 February 2010) and DblackfeathersphoenixF. In FFN I start to write in FBI, then FNI, FPHI, and a Xover between Bleach and Death Note. And I’m having a project, within this years I wanna write in FKI and FOPI. I hope it’d come true…

Well, about my behaviors…

I used to be a loner. Cause I don’t wanna bother others and I enjoy it.

I rarely get jealous honestly. But suddenly it’s become often cause the IDIOTIC BOY or I used to call him (stupid&ugly)CHICKEN.

I become an evil, meanie, and badass, only to person I hate or dislike. Or if I’m in a bad state. Actually I hard to hate person, and I don’t want it. And only a GIRL who could make me can’t stop hating or disliking her.

Anddd… I like to write. Cause people could understand it and read it everytime. And because I have a soft and small voices that makes people couldn’t hear me well. And only seeing me open my mouth with no sound, weirdo ==’. So I’d rather write it out.

And I like song, some song that I like make me thinks that it’s kinda about me…
They’re: Everything Back But You by Avril Lavigne, Love The Way You Lie by Ariana Grande, Disgusting, About You Now and Daydrem by Miranda Cosgrove, Break Your Heart by Jennette McCurdy, Beggin’ on your knees by Victoria Justice, One of Us by Pandora, Life is Like a Boat by Rie Fu, Namida no Regret by SCANDAL, The Day You Went Away by M2M, So Sick by Neyo, Magical by Selena Gomez, Give it Up by Elizabeth Gillies and Ariana Grande, etc.  Some of the song is covered, but I dunno the real singer so I write the singer that sings it that I know.

I’m an Otaku…

I enjoy drawing manga…

And enjoying imagine the story of my OC…

That’s it for now…
See ya’ later…